impatiently waiting for Avery to join the party that is life outside the womb.. and the horgan clan, obviously. i’m so excited and nervous and just fucking ready to see this girl’s beautiful face. i’m not much of a sap, usually, but i already know i love this little girl and i can’t wait to see her smile and hear her laugh.. and watch my brother become a father. my other become an uncle.. my parents become amazing grandparents. i am ecstatic.
tayler and i are moved in to our new house. well, our temporary house, anyways. it’s nice to have a fresh start but it’s weird to be leaving jsnizz.
this year has been so weird. i’ve had so much pulling me inside myself and not enough keeping me in the real world. a lot of it was due to negatives though, health problems all around, allergies like you wouldn’t believe, bullshit and more bullshit. this new year will be way more positive. i’ll make damn sure.
i need distraction at the moment though. i can’t read, write, sleep.. ugh. too excited and tired for dissss.